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15 years

   Tonight marks fifteen years since I landed in LA. I never thought I'd still be here. I blame it on Ben. ;)
When we met, I was just about ready to move out and move on, then we started dating, I started grad school, we bought a house, started a business… Life happens.

My first two years here were very difficult. I had left all my family and friends behind, married a man who turned out to be a horrible choice, and found it hard to transition from a small town in Italy to the big metropolis. As a consequence, I went through culture shock, divorce and undergraduate school all at the same time.

Now, I have many good things going: a good relationship (I'm trying to convince Ben that that's portable), good friends (and yesterday I met an old friend from my Art Center days that I hadn't seen in over twelve years), two wonderful cats (they're portable, too), the business (hm, that's not as portable). So I have mixed feelings about being still here cuz I've been restless for a while, but the good stuff is good and I'm feeling more like celebrating than regretting or reminescing.

In true celebration mode, over the past week I have splurged on some aceto balsamico tradizionale

…spicy hot chocolate, and hazelnut biscuits.

By biscuits I always mean what the British call biscuits, the Americans call cookies and the Italians biscotti. Of course, confusingly, the Americans use the term biscotti to mean something else, i.e. a specific kind of biscuit, er… cookie. I'm finally getting used to seeing Italian words used to mean something other than what they mean in Italian, though I really don't understand why someone would pick a foreign word to mean something different from what the word means in the original language. Take "latte" for instance. Latte is Italian for milk, but in the U.S. it's a coffee beverage that includes variable amounts of milk, coffee being still the primary ingredient. Why call it "latte" when they could call it "caffelatte" or "cappuccino" or make up a word in English?

I also got myself some flower tea…

and a tea posy

I am going to spoil myself rotten this weekend. :)

Comments

Congrats!--I'm glad that you landed here and hope that you are not poised for flight. Isn't the tea fun, you will have to let me know where you found them.
Theresa

I was brought up to call a certain type biscuit and others, cookies!

Wow, you've got 3 years over me. Enjoy yourself!

Those flower teas are beautiful, and intriguing, and a little scary. I think they are so neat. But do they taste good?

Your celebratory materials are lovely! I didn't know that latte didn't mean... well, latte. Thanks for that!

15 years.. long time! I did try to convice my hubby to move back to Europe but I'm getting to like it here now! If only I could fly with no fear!
Have a happy celebration with Ben!

i'm glad you're here! i thought of you last night at a friends house when she poured some fancy balsamic on the grilled asparagus - delicious.

So, you've been here 15 years? I can imagine that you miss Italy very much. I have friends from England who are going through the slow process to become U.S. citizens, and I can't understand why. Sometimes I look at them and ask, "Why?" All the better for the rest of us that they and you stay; it makes life more interesting here.

As for "latte", I've known of this misnomer for some time now and I don't know why we Americans turn words around like that. It is very strange.